It's really hard to drink water during the day. I need to figure out something better, like every time I have to get up to get something from the dispensary I have to drink a little cup of water. Getting to eat lunch has always been a privilege upon entering clinic, so this is another problem. Yesterday it was a bag of pretzels to tide me over until I was done with my patient extraordinarily early at 2:00 and ate at 3:45. Today, I got lunch. All 20 minutes of it. I'm just going to have to be snotty and demand at least 5 minutes for sustenance, even if I'm running late.
Also, apparently a "Dr.'s appointment" automatically means you're pregnant.
I'm supposedly 6 weeks today. The most recent paranoia is that of blighted ovum. I may not be bleeding and cramping, but by golly, there's something wrong, right? I hate this game. I really think I'd rather know there's a fetal pole in there even if it's early than wait until I'm 2 months + along and find out there's nothing. Bleh. All I can do is pray for a healthy, existent embryo and some sanity to go along with it. Again, positive pregnancy tests mean nothing.
I felt a little sickish this morning. I normally don't feel anything in the morning so something is new. I still don't feel very pregnant. I think there's a 100% chance that third PG test in the 3 pack I got will be used before I make it to my Dr.'s appointment. In 2 weeks and 6 days.